Breaking down point.

I broke down today. I feel like my life is so out of order and a complete mess. I just don't know what to do, I've broken down in the past months 5 times. I don't know where to start with this blog...My boy friend of 5 months (Justin) forgot our 5 month anniversty, is always insulting me, teasing me, and is flirting with other girls. He also deleted a very important email that I sent him. (I saw over hsi shoulder while he was on his email at school) One night when were about to break up went sent eachother love letters..eh. emails saying how much we loved eachother and promised never to delete them. He did. I feel like he doesn't like me anymore and I'm just being a moody bitch about everything. Well thats the way hes making me feel. arugh. Then to continue with the stress so much is going on in my life right now, and my mom thinks I'm a lying basterd and won't leave me a lone. I'm really insecure and I just don't know what to do..when I try to talk to one of my friends about everything they just blow me off... so I guess thats why I'm tell you...if anyones reading this, about it. Life is a bitch.